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Oral sex became an overly consuming part of our intimate relationship, but it has its drawbacks. I did somewhat perfected this method, realizing that it might very well be the ONLY way I could satisfy my wife. I did believe I brought her to orgasmic heights on most occasions, but somehow the total, mutual, hard-core satisfaction was missing.
Previously during sex we would BOTH experience orgasms, and the enveloping moments of the post-effects. Now I could not share in her erogenous fulfillment. I was merely a spectator or an instrument of production.
And that was how it was for most of the years following my surgery. All throughout that period we tried just about everything to get an erection, and although the doctor already told us it MIGHT never happen, we still did not want to give up so we both held on to the word, ‘MIGHT.’
It was telling us there WAS a possibility I could get an erection… and that was when the search began, continued, and intensified.
We tried prayers, plenty of prayers, then Viagra, Cialis, painful injections, herbs, oils, lotions…whatever was advertised with a promise, or a potential, numerous kinds of injections, herbal and clinical formulas, pumps, artificial attachments, and eventually pornography.
These were about some of the the hardest things to do since we were both devoted Christians, but we were desperate!
Of course, before we are being condemned to hell by some of our ‘sanctified’ readers, we did our very best to rationalize all this. This will be something you will find yourselves thinking about as you go off ‘in search of an orgasm.’
We did mind committing such challenging acts of morality but since we were eternally secured, with a room awaiting us at the end of life’s journey, we were willing barter in exchange for an orgasm, ‘...the things people will do to achieve one…’
It was a reluctant admission, but we chose to tell the truth, repentance followed!
But yet NOTHING works.
Should we have given up?
NO WAY!
Previously during sex we would BOTH experience orgasms, and the enveloping moments of the post-effects. Now I could not share in her erogenous fulfillment. I was merely a spectator or an instrument of production.
And that was how it was for most of the years following my surgery. All throughout that period we tried just about everything to get an erection, and although the doctor already told us it MIGHT never happen, we still did not want to give up so we both held on to the word, ‘MIGHT.’
It was telling us there WAS a possibility I could get an erection… and that was when the search began, continued, and intensified.
We tried prayers, plenty of prayers, then Viagra, Cialis, painful injections, herbs, oils, lotions…whatever was advertised with a promise, or a potential, numerous kinds of injections, herbal and clinical formulas, pumps, artificial attachments, and eventually pornography.
These were about some of the the hardest things to do since we were both devoted Christians, but we were desperate!
Of course, before we are being condemned to hell by some of our ‘sanctified’ readers, we did our very best to rationalize all this. This will be something you will find yourselves thinking about as you go off ‘in search of an orgasm.’
We did mind committing such challenging acts of morality but since we were eternally secured, with a room awaiting us at the end of life’s journey, we were willing barter in exchange for an orgasm, ‘...the things people will do to achieve one…’
It was a reluctant admission, but we chose to tell the truth, repentance followed!
But yet NOTHING works.
Should we have given up?
NO WAY!
The white man is angry because he see his world, his domain, falling apart around him, and he feels helpless to remedy the situation.
Since the revolution of the social media and the cellphone, we see many of white America’s whites are at their peak in the display of anger. Sometimes we have to wonder. Do we only fear those who are snarling and hollering at us, or should we be on the look out for that subliminal display...?
Donald Trump is an angry white male. He cannot hide it because he does not know how. He lacks the intelligence of an experience operative. The dude is like, dumb!
Deep Hate
What is the Angry White Male so angry about? And how angry is he?
We know what Donald Trump is so angry about: Barak Obama. He wants so much to be like the 44th president of the united States. He honestly believed that if he could hold that position, he would show the world how intelligent of a guy he really is, but it did not work.
In spite of the entire Republican party; his enablers, he could not shine. The so many who are more educated than he is could not get to instruct him on how to achieve the cordiality he so lacks. He never listens. He is too dumb to know that no good leader is without good guidance and relative information.
That is the kind of angry white male that will destroy things that upsets him...
Since the revolution of the social media and the cellphone, we see many of white America’s whites are at their peak in the display of anger. Sometimes we have to wonder. Do we only fear those who are snarling and hollering at us, or should we be on the look out for that subliminal display...?
Donald Trump is an angry white male. He cannot hide it because he does not know how. He lacks the intelligence of an experience operative. The dude is like, dumb!
Deep Hate
What is the Angry White Male so angry about? And how angry is he?
We know what Donald Trump is so angry about: Barak Obama. He wants so much to be like the 44th president of the united States. He honestly believed that if he could hold that position, he would show the world how intelligent of a guy he really is, but it did not work.
In spite of the entire Republican party; his enablers, he could not shine. The so many who are more educated than he is could not get to instruct him on how to achieve the cordiality he so lacks. He never listens. He is too dumb to know that no good leader is without good guidance and relative information.
That is the kind of angry white male that will destroy things that upsets him...
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How Good Are We?
We can never become that ultimate character of perfection. We can be very good today, and then be very bad tomorrow. The object is to be as good as we can, to as many as we can, for as long as we can, through whatever means we can.
When a person is declared a good person, it is because of some act of goodness they have done over a period of time, or it might be based on one single, solitary act. No one is born a good person.
Can a Good Person do a Bad Thing? Can A Bad Person do a Good thing?
Robin Hood stole from the rich to feed the poor - was he a good person or a thief?
Though we are principals of a Good Creation, we are still rotten to the core. We are sometimes labeled good because we did something good and not because we are good. How to be a Good Person is not a manual to being good, but written to entice us to be good to all we can for as long as we can.
We can never become that ultimate character of perfection. We can be very good today, and then be very bad tomorrow. The object is to be as good as we can, to as many as we can, for as long as we can, through whatever means we can.
When a person is declared a good person, it is because of some act of goodness they have done over a period of time, or it might be based on one single, solitary act. No one is born a good person.
Can a Good Person do a Bad Thing? Can A Bad Person do a Good thing?
Robin Hood stole from the rich to feed the poor - was he a good person or a thief?
Though we are principals of a Good Creation, we are still rotten to the core. We are sometimes labeled good because we did something good and not because we are good. How to be a Good Person is not a manual to being good, but written to entice us to be good to all we can for as long as we can.
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Sarah glanced towards the side table, standing to the left, just a few feet from the rundown coach she was sitting on. Her little silver .22 pistol lay on its side, against a tray with scattered remains of marijuana seeds and other telltale residue from the now empty bag she got off a client, for payment for a few minutes of ‘social service.’ She made a mental note to get a replacement bag, but this time making sure she was not stuck with seeds, stems and added leaves from someone’s bush garden.
Instinctively she moved softly towards the table, keeping her eyes, both on the door and on the little .22, just as the door flew open with a loud crash. She dropped the dog and lounged towards the table, restraining a scream of fear. Out of the corner of her eyes she saw the huge, masculine figure moving swiftly across the room, heading her off from the table.
Both bodies slammed into each other, both hands grappling for the pistol. Sarah winced as the large frame slammed into her back. She felt her breath whooshing from her lungs. The shoulder that slammed against the table hurts like hell, but she knew she had to keep a clear mind....
Instinctively she moved softly towards the table, keeping her eyes, both on the door and on the little .22, just as the door flew open with a loud crash. She dropped the dog and lounged towards the table, restraining a scream of fear. Out of the corner of her eyes she saw the huge, masculine figure moving swiftly across the room, heading her off from the table.
Both bodies slammed into each other, both hands grappling for the pistol. Sarah winced as the large frame slammed into her back. She felt her breath whooshing from her lungs. The shoulder that slammed against the table hurts like hell, but she knew she had to keep a clear mind....
MEMBA DE CULCHA
If you are a foreigner and have been to any English-speaking Caribbean nations you will find it hard at times to believe that English is the Mother Tongue...
Among the aspects of Caribbean traditions is the astoundingly fascinating manner of speaking. The language evolution in Jamaica transforms the 'mother tongue' into an expressive art to fit its own needs and sentiments. Sometimes, even the most educated Jamaican is likely to be caught unawares, using popular terms of the Jamaican dialect to be expressive...
No one really knows the Jamaican dialect, popularly called 'patois. (a feeble attempt to define; using the French-like terminology...)
“...Jamaican ‘patois’ is expressed as much through gesture and drama as tone and rhythm. It is the way a very passionate people share ideas and feelings. So much more than a means of communication, the language emerged as the expression of a unique and proud people. Patois emerged from the languages of those who came to the island...” (Excerpt of www.visitjamaica.com/feel-the-vibe/patois).
“A vivid picture of Jamaica life and talk...” (Joy Scott-Radcliffe, MA, former Information manager, Office of the Prime Minister, 1991)
Presently, a new edition of this fascinating work of historical literature is being written and will enhance your exposure to one the world's most contentious form of speaking...
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BOOKS TO READ...
1. Angry White Male - Pissed-off Black Man
2. A Second Chance - Unleashing the Power of Good
3. How to be a Good Person - without being religious
4. Black America, we are Depending on you
5. I Search of An Orgasm - Things People will do to Achieve One
6. Memba De Culcha - Jamaica
1. Angry White Male - Pissed-off Black Man
2. A Second Chance - Unleashing the Power of Good
3. How to be a Good Person - without being religious
4. Black America, we are Depending on you
5. I Search of An Orgasm - Things People will do to Achieve One
6. Memba De Culcha - Jamaica
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